Dear Jason

This was written for a friend of mine and many others that was killed in a car accident on April 1st 2005. I have written something almost every year and post it publicly for friends to read. So hear is what i have written on the 4 year anniversary

Dear Jason,

So i was sitting at the computer and had a thought about something to write for you to today. Heather and I came by to visit you yesterday and placed a nice handmade arrangement at your grave. but the more i think about it the more it saddens me....Such a great life ended so short. But i am no good at saying goodbye, but then again i am not aware of anyone who finds it easy to say goodbye. The memories that you have held with all of us friends and family alike will stay in our minds forever. Never to be forgotten. So here is what i have come up with.

Everyday someone has to say goodbye to someone they loved or cared so deeply for. The loss of young lives seems to hurt the most, as does any loss. There is so much life to live and the pages in your are blank. Today it has been four years since we last saw your face. They have been the longest and hardest to get through. You have lived a short 19 years those pages are full of laughs tears friends and family and full of Love. You have and will continue to watch over us all, almost like a guardian Angel. But of course there is nothing good about goodbye....

Jojo-Leave (get out)

I've been waiting all day for ya babe So won't cha come and sit and talk to me And tell me how we're gonna be together always Hope you know that when it's late at night I Hold on to my pillow tight And think of how you promised me forever (I never thought that anyone) Could make me feel this way (Now that you're here boy all I want) Is just a chance to say [Chorus] Get Out, (leave) right now, It's the end of you and me It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone 'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time) Tell me why you're looking so confused When I'm the one who didn't know the truth How could you ever be so cold To go behind my back and call my friend Boy you must have gone and bumped your head Because you left her number on your phone (So now after all is said and done) Maybe I'm the one to blame but (To think that you could be the one) Well it didn't work out that way [Chorus] I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave Because my heart is breakin' With every word I'm sayin' I gave up everything I had On something that just wouldn't last But I refuse to cry No tears will fall from these Eyeee-eeee-eeees Ooooh, ooooh Get out [Chorus x2] Get out (leave) You and me It's too late (too late) You ohh Bout her move why You said that you would treat me right (noooo) but it was just a waste of time (waste of time) Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh o

R.I.P Jason Dubble

Dear Jason,

So i was sitting at the computer and had a thought about something to write for you to today. Heather and I came by to visit you yesterday and placed a nice handmade arrangement at your grave. but the more i think about it the more it saddens me....Such a great life ended so short. But i am no good at saying goodbye, but then again i am not aware of anyone who finds it easy to say goodbye. The memories that you have held with all of us friends and family alike will stay in our minds forever. Never to be forgotten. So here is what i have come up with.

Everyday someone has to say goodbye to someone they loved or cared so deeply for. The loss of young lives seems to hurt the most, as does any loss. There is so much life to live and the pages in your are blank. Today it has been four years since we last saw your face. They have been the longest and hardest to get through. You have lived a short 19 years those pages are full of laughs tears friends and family and full of Love. You have and will continue to watch over us all, almost like a guardian Angel. But of course there is nothing good about goodbye....