Hey,
Alright so this past week has been good. I had off on Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. Monday and tuesday i sat around and did nothing...I worked on Wed night and then went shopping with my bestie on thursday. Now the last two days i have worked and i am tired. Friday i got my stitches out and now i am here watching a movie.,,,That about summs up my day!! Happy valentines Day. Have a great weekend
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Life
Alright so lfe is better....Now that the man is out my life forever....I can move on and never look back...So on another not my friend is having a baby in July and i am excited to go shopping. She is having a boy and i Can't wait to see him,. Yesterday a friend and I hung out all day so we could discuss our b-day party in july....I am excited for that too....Just lots of firneds and stuff....I am sitting and home today cause i have off and i have to clean some things up....So i gtg
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Last week to now...
Alright so my life has been good I had this great guy ask me out. And of course i accepted. I was not sure though..but anyway i went to his house and watched the Superbowl with his mom and his brother. We were sitting there and i was trying to watch the game and all he wanted to do was feel me and make out. I was like no...so i had a friend call me and get me out of his house.. so i went to her house and we finished watching the Superbowl. Then we just hung out all night. Now it has been a week and we are no longer together...Explain that....OK so anyway we got to talking and every night he wanted me to go to his house after work...I was like no i don't feel like it work was a freaking drag. so he would tell me approx. 5 times a night that he really misses me and that he can't wait to see me again.. So today we talked here is what went down.
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:18:47 AM):
hey
him (9:19:30 AM):
hello how t u
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:19:51 AM):
good
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:19:59 AM):
you?
him (9:20:16 AM):
not so good
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:20:33 AM):
oh
him (9:21:00 AM):
im depressed and questioning everything about life now
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:21:08 AM):
oh
him(9:21:17 AM):
hows ure weekend been
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:21:43 AM):
tiring
him (9:21:51 AM):
lol i kno the feeling
him (9:22:04 AM):
val theres something that i need to tell u about me k
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:22:28 AM):
ok
him (9:22:42 AM):
u kno how i say i miss u to u all the time?
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:22:56 AM):
yea
him(9:23:40 AM):
i do that cus i think that ure going to go find someone who u can see more than uve been able to see me
him (9:24:15 AM):
i dont mean to be blunt but everyone who has said that they wont cheat on me or hurt me has done so
him (9:24:58 AM):
and im worried that ure gonna do the same
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:25:38 AM):
ok..
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:26:02 AM):
well I certainly do not want to hurt you but i don;t really miss you like you miss me....
him(9:26:26 AM):
k xplain im a bit out of it today
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:27:37 AM):
IDK
him (9:27:43 AM):
srry im a bit loopy today
him(9:28:01 AM):
k well do u still want to be in the relationship with me?
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:28:13 AM):
idk
him (9:28:47 AM):
well then i guess im just gonna go my way and let u go ure way
him(9:28:56 AM):
thats what its gonna boil down too
him (9:29:11 AM):
i dont wanna be with someone who dont kno if they even wanna be with me
him (9:29:18 AM):
im srry val
Him (9:29:21 AM):
ttyl
Me (9:29:36 AM):
it is ok. bye
Him:
im not gonna talk to u anymore have a nice life cus allu done is hurt me
It is funny that he is the one who is hurt....So i thought it was over when i got on my myspace i realized that i had a message so i checked it out and it was from him. So i read it. Here is how that went
HIS First Message to me
valerie i wanted to be with u but its very clear that u dont. im saying goodbye forever and going to put u out of my life. i have been very honest with u but u kno what that just didnt matter to u. well idk what matters to u anymore. u changed val and its not for the best so go ahead and play with ppls hearts since thats what ure good at. forget about the fact that someone may have wanted to be with u. all u did was break their heart for what? nothing. well im saying goodbye forever. have a nice life val and maybe ull change but ive given up on saying that ppl will change cause i know the truth.goodbye Valerie
My Message to him:
alright here it comes. this is how i feel. and I'm gonna let u have it.Honesty.. You want honesty..Well i am going to be blunt and out there.....I honestly don;t care....I had a feeling this whole time that this was not going to work.. I have changed but i don;t change for men...Weither you like it or not. I have changed for me cause i love myself more then you or any other man will ever be able to. And you want to talk Hurt...Yes lets talk hurt. You say i hurt you...by not wanting to be with you.... you have hurt me far worse then i have ever hurt you. First of all i DID NOT AND WILL NOT EVER CHEAT ON SOMEONE WITH MY BEST FRIEND!!!!! And i do not miss you and i will not miss you i am not the one crying this time. No sir.. The tears that i wasted on you the first time are no longer worth wasting....I don;t care that you don;t even read this this is just how i feel...And HONESTLY i am not sure how you can miss someone so much when you have only dated for a WEEK....That is seriously not possible....I don;t care what or who you are and honestly i don;t care that we never talk again. No skin off of my nose....But when you say i miss you over and over again i honestly just don;t miss you....I haven;t and i won;t....I was just fine till you walked back into my life....I can;t believe i thought this would work....WHATEVER...it is not Worth it...and if you think that you are hurt now wait till you get a real women who claims to love you marries your ass then has your children but don't really love you instead of working she is out loving some other man cause she don;t really like you either..I have never once thought about cheating on you or anyone cause that is just wrong shit. No matter how much you hate me or whatever. i don;t care friends and my grandparents are right All guys are asses....Even though this time it was my fault i admit that. but you cause the uncertainty the last time. so you have no one to blame but yourself!!!! GOOD BYE......i don't care if you have something else to say cause i will come right back at you with more
our last message from him to me....
THEN U KNOW WHAT F*** U...
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:18:47 AM):
hey
him (9:19:30 AM):
hello how t u
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:19:51 AM):
good
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:19:59 AM):
you?
him (9:20:16 AM):
not so good
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:20:33 AM):
oh
him (9:21:00 AM):
im depressed and questioning everything about life now
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:21:08 AM):
oh
him(9:21:17 AM):
hows ure weekend been
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:21:43 AM):
tiring
him (9:21:51 AM):
lol i kno the feeling
him (9:22:04 AM):
val theres something that i need to tell u about me k
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:22:28 AM):
ok
him (9:22:42 AM):
u kno how i say i miss u to u all the time?
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:22:56 AM):
yea
him(9:23:40 AM):
i do that cus i think that ure going to go find someone who u can see more than uve been able to see me
him (9:24:15 AM):
i dont mean to be blunt but everyone who has said that they wont cheat on me or hurt me has done so
him (9:24:58 AM):
and im worried that ure gonna do the same
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:25:38 AM):
ok..
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:26:02 AM):
well I certainly do not want to hurt you but i don;t really miss you like you miss me....
him(9:26:26 AM):
k xplain im a bit out of it today
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:27:37 AM):
IDK
him (9:27:43 AM):
srry im a bit loopy today
him(9:28:01 AM):
k well do u still want to be in the relationship with me?
xXxYoung4LifexXx (9:28:13 AM):
idk
him (9:28:47 AM):
well then i guess im just gonna go my way and let u go ure way
him(9:28:56 AM):
thats what its gonna boil down too
him (9:29:11 AM):
i dont wanna be with someone who dont kno if they even wanna be with me
him (9:29:18 AM):
im srry val
Him (9:29:21 AM):
ttyl
Me (9:29:36 AM):
it is ok. bye
Him:
im not gonna talk to u anymore have a nice life cus allu done is hurt me
It is funny that he is the one who is hurt....So i thought it was over when i got on my myspace i realized that i had a message so i checked it out and it was from him. So i read it. Here is how that went
HIS First Message to me
valerie i wanted to be with u but its very clear that u dont. im saying goodbye forever and going to put u out of my life. i have been very honest with u but u kno what that just didnt matter to u. well idk what matters to u anymore. u changed val and its not for the best so go ahead and play with ppls hearts since thats what ure good at. forget about the fact that someone may have wanted to be with u. all u did was break their heart for what? nothing. well im saying goodbye forever. have a nice life val and maybe ull change but ive given up on saying that ppl will change cause i know the truth.goodbye Valerie
My Message to him:
alright here it comes. this is how i feel. and I'm gonna let u have it.Honesty.. You want honesty..Well i am going to be blunt and out there.....I honestly don;t care....I had a feeling this whole time that this was not going to work.. I have changed but i don;t change for men...Weither you like it or not. I have changed for me cause i love myself more then you or any other man will ever be able to. And you want to talk Hurt...Yes lets talk hurt. You say i hurt you...by not wanting to be with you.... you have hurt me far worse then i have ever hurt you. First of all i DID NOT AND WILL NOT EVER CHEAT ON SOMEONE WITH MY BEST FRIEND!!!!! And i do not miss you and i will not miss you i am not the one crying this time. No sir.. The tears that i wasted on you the first time are no longer worth wasting....I don;t care that you don;t even read this this is just how i feel...And HONESTLY i am not sure how you can miss someone so much when you have only dated for a WEEK....That is seriously not possible....I don;t care what or who you are and honestly i don;t care that we never talk again. No skin off of my nose....But when you say i miss you over and over again i honestly just don;t miss you....I haven;t and i won;t....I was just fine till you walked back into my life....I can;t believe i thought this would work....WHATEVER...it is not Worth it...and if you think that you are hurt now wait till you get a real women who claims to love you marries your ass then has your children but don't really love you instead of working she is out loving some other man cause she don;t really like you either..I have never once thought about cheating on you or anyone cause that is just wrong shit. No matter how much you hate me or whatever. i don;t care friends and my grandparents are right All guys are asses....Even though this time it was my fault i admit that. but you cause the uncertainty the last time. so you have no one to blame but yourself!!!! GOOD BYE......i don't care if you have something else to say cause i will come right back at you with more
our last message from him to me....
THEN U KNOW WHAT F*** U...
I laughed when i read this over and over again...It is freaking Hilarious...He thinks he got me but i got him....HEHEHE so whatever
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